I’m not trying to look for a relationship right now, but when I talk to him it makes me want to have one. I mean I didn’t sleep with him because I didn’t like him at all. (I did like him a tiny bit) but then he confuses me because of his random posts. 

I understand if he doesn’t want a relationship and I’m okay with it but he makes me seem as if I’m the one being the freak in WANTING a relationship. UGH 

I don’t know what he thinks but I have never insinuated that I wanted him to ask me to be his girlfriend I respect him as well as he does to me, but there’s times that I really don’t know what to think. 

Today I wasn’t planning to text him at all so he can at least miss me till thursday, but he was the one who text me. The stuff he tells me is nice as friends and I don’t mind but there’s times that I think I’m being a bother even though I’m not with him, eghhh And I’m not planning to just be friends with benefits (even though that’s what we have been doing)-_- 

Sometimes I just think it was better if we had never had sex. But he’s a different guy, very different. 

Shit, I really was looking forward to see him. Darn college

javanilla replied to your post: I haven’t been on Tumblr since like FOREVER

where the fukc have you been you traitor

Ever since I stopped I met someone, and he’s amazing.

The thing is that he’s not well IDK how, he hasn’t told me anything. I’m just scared that it involves me, idk why? (I’m emotionally unstable AKA period) 

I like him a lot, and he’s an awesome guy, mature and well he has his little gangster side, but other than that he’s amazing. 

I like him and I hope he tells me whats wrong with him before school ends. Because I want to hang out and maybe stay over his house for sometime.